I can’t truly recall a time in my life where there was great joy. It’s been many sad and lonely days. I often wonder if I will ever know the feeling. Is it in the cards for my life? I look at the things I never got the chance to experience and wonder if I missed out. They say you can’t miss what you never had…. But we often yearn for the things we didn’t get to know. Sadness is a heavy burden. When will the tears of sorrow ever become tears of joy?
Questions That I Need Answers To
How am I to build connections if other people don’t desire to engage with me?
How do I remain hopeful in a circumstance where all the odds seem stacked against me?
Where are the introverts who truly despise being around people who have found success as entrepreneurs? What type of business do you run?
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Financial Fitness
In a world obsessed with physical fitness… We must recognize that we also need fitness in our financial lives. I’ve always been great at managing money. Over the past year, as I’ve gone through my own internal struggles, I’ve been totally careless and frivolous with my funds. That’s something I’ve NEVER done before. I’d always saved more than I’d spend. I’d always make sure all the bills were paid before I purchased new things. I was a tight wad… A frugalist.
I sit here now… Starting my life totally from scratch… And I wonder what I’m going to do to get back in the position I need to be in to feel safe, secure and comfortable. Maybe I should read a bit about financial literacy and implement the things I learn in my daily life? Beginning anew isn’t easy…. But I am going to see what happens.
On My Own
My whole adult life, I’ve been on my own. I always had to figure things out without any help. I’ve never had a support system. That’s ok. I learned a lot through that experience. Lately I’ve been feeling like I am going backwards in the game and I’m trying to stay ahead. I’ve learned that I don’t need to be always doing something in order to feel productive. Sometimes getting rest and taking a break is just what I need. I have my off days when I am not hopeful about the future. Then once in a while I feel like there must be a reason I’m here. It’s not easy maneuvering life all alone, but what other choice do I have? I’ll figure it out eventually. I’ll get where I’m going when the time is right. I can’t stop now.
Pay Attention
Pay attention to everything.
Quick Question
Why should I keep forgiving ppl who have fucked me over every time I’ve forgiven them?
Ugly People Have The Audacity
Ugly people are mean. To make it worse, they have the audacity to call other people ugly. They have the audacity to treat people poorly. They have the audacity to have higher standards than most people. Like… How are you ugly, telling someone they’re not good enough for you? Lol
Rooting For The Underdog
I always root for the underdog. Maybe because I’ve always been the underdog. Popularity usually meant mediocrity to me. Most of the ppl who were popular were corny and unimpressive.
Just Thinking
I was just thinking to myself that I’m hoping for something beautiful…. But, I don’t wanna get my hopes up. Lol. Contradictory, I know… But… I’m just ready for a change.
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One day at a time… I guess.
TLK. WITH . CLA$$ 