The filthiest people are always turning up their noses and pretending to be better than others. Stuck-up bitches! I’ve seen this pattern repeated throughout my life.
Fuck those people.
Into the Unknown
I don’t really have much to say today… I am still in a space of the unknown. Trying to figure out which way I’m going. Hoping that I see the light at the end of the tunnel soon. But keeping my head in the game nonetheless.
I wish I knew if the journey would get easier. I wish I knew if I’d ever find where I truly belong. I wish I knew if I’d ever feel that I truly belong. The unknown is a weird space. Maybe something beautiful can be created here.
Prejudice vs Dislike
Many people in the world are prejudice. Which means they judge others they don’t know based upon things they can’t choose, like ethnicity for example. Many people don’t like black people because of what they’ve been told about blacks, although they’ve never met any black people nor had any exchanges with them. Racism to me is a form of self hate and stupidity.
I’ve always accepted others as they are, no matter their ethnicity, no matter their sexuality. I’ve never been unkind to anyone because of things they can’t choose. I DO, however discriminate against certain people based upon how they treat ME. I’ve met some white people that were nice to me. Therefore, I like them. I’ve encountered MANY whites who watch me suspiciously and treat me as a criminal, although I don’t know them, have never even spoken to them nor had them speak to me… nor have I ever done anything to them other than exist. If I walk through a white neighborhood, they will send ppl to pretend to jog in order to watch me as they keep an update for their neighborhood watch. I even had one white man say to me “you’ve been in this neighborhood for 15 minutes, is there something you need?” Mind you, I was merely going for a walk in a neighborhood that was literally around the corner from where I live. I worked at a school and I’d say good morning to this Indian teacher every morning. He’d never reply. But he’d speak to every white teacher he saw. Imagine that.. A teacher who’s gone to school and received an advanced degree, but is still too STUPID to recognize that my COLOR doesn’t make me who I am. A teacher, that is TOO STUPID to recognize that prejudice is a reflection of his own inferiority and not mine. Imagine being a STUPID TEACHER!
It doesn’t stop there. Don’t think that just because I’m black, that black people have treated me any better. I’d say they might be the worst of them all. How dare the people who look like me treat me poorly and tell me I don’t belong? Imagine needing help and the people who look like you are the last ones to help… But the first ones to ignore. When I faced certain hardships, there were white people who helped me before black people did. What a sad world we live in.
All in all, I am not prejudice. I dislike all unkind people equally. If you’re kind, I respect your kindness, no matter your color nor gender. If you are not nice to me… FUCK YOU! I don’t have to tolerate your poor treatment because you’re a miserable demon who has no light inside you and you hate yourself. To all the mean-spirited demons out there who have discriminated on me in any way… My message tew yew is: SUCK A DICK AND CHOKE HARD BITCH!
Get tew the fucking point!
From This Point Forward
From this point forward, I only acknowledge the ppl who were always kind tew me, the ppl who look out for me when I need help, the ppl that have never betrayed me, & the ppl who don’t ignore me. I say once and for all: Goodbye tew the ppl that I don’t know anymore. I’m grateful tew have met yew!
I just want to live MY life.
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Hey Ladies
I met three young ladies who inquired about my life and suddenly VANISHED. They seemed so concerned and eager to know about me. They were around for a little while… But just like all the other government spies sent to watch me… They’v’e gone MIA. I haven’t heard from them in weeks. They always come around when it’s time for and update. But since I’ve made it known that I’m being gang-stalked… None of them are anywhere to be found. Literally ALL the people who have entered my life over the past year come around and ask tons of questions and disappear. There was a man who popped up at random times. I’ve not heard from him after reaching out. Who knows what’s up with all these creepy WATCHERS, but from this point forward, I’m not engaging with anyone. All you stupid raggedy bitches LEAVE ME ALONE! Keep watching. Keep following. Keep recording. But don’t talk to me. I’m done with your creepy weirdo bullshit. Government agents, zombies and robots. All you dick sucking whores and faggots. I am sick of your shit!
Writing Is My GIFT
Writing is my gift. I remember scribbling in my composition notebook on the way to school everyday, in the back of my father’s cab. I was only 5 years old. But since then, I’ve never put down the pen(cil). I’ve always been too shy to speak in front of an audience. But I’ve never held back when I express my thoughts via writing. Many ppl love to read. What a gift it would be for to me to have someone, someday… think of my writing as a beautiful work of art?
QUICK QUESTION: What’s your gift?
Luxury Has Lost It’s Zeal
Everything is LUXURY now. Luxury apartment. Luxury lifestyle. Blah blah blah. Have you every read the reviews on these “luxury apartments“? They’re TRASH! Management is ghetto and rude… Maintenance doesn’t do their jobs properly. The rent is way too expensive for the poor quality of service and living. What’s LUXURY about it? What does luxury even mean? It’s simply just another overused buzzword. It sounds good. Ppl love what sounds good. Idgaf if the apartment is luxury or normal… Just give me a quality standard of living and good customer service if I’m paying my $1k+ rent every month.
TLK. WITH . CLA$$ 