Spilling My Heart Out Pt. 1

Age 5 is when I learned that girls are phony. The little girl in my kindergarten class would sometimes talk to me and other times whisper about me. This pattern has been consistent throughout my life.

Age 8 is when I learned that if I hit someone, they have every right to hit me back. I was walking home from school with my sister who’s 6 yrs older than me and her high school classmates. One of the boys was 15. He was much taller than me, being that I was only 8. But I kept punching him in the arm. I punched him about 3 times. And do you know what he did? HE PUNCHED ME BACK! And it hurt! What did I do? Well I surely didn’t cry, if that’s what you’re thinking. I did what any kid with good sense would do… I left him the fuck alone! And that’s the day I learned that if I hit anyone, whether it be a boy or girl… that they have every right to hit me back. So keep your hands to yourself.

Parasites Need a Supply

A parasite will remain attached to who can supply it.

My Recent Revelation

I am grateful to the people who have subscribed to my blog. I am still trying to find a feel of what I want to do with this blog and how to turn it into something OFFICIAL. I desire to share my heartfelt truth… But I haven’t figured out how to construct it. I’ve been having certain revelations over he past couple of days. Recognizing that I must find comfort in solitude instead of desiring relationships that aren’t currently on the itinerary. I often wonder when I’ll feel that I’ve accomplished something worthwhile… But I also know that I can’t rush anything.

Use Your Own Voice

Why do unscrupulous people have so many “friends”? Because most people are unscrupulous. No one has an issue being amongst their own kind. Roaches don’t mind being with roaches… Nor rats with rats. Also most people are pretenders. And filth can’t pretend to not be filth, amongst those that are not filthy. No one who lives a lie wants to face the truth.

I’d always say to myself “Why don’t I have friends? I’m a genuine person.” Well there yew have it! People prefer to be amongst those that are like themselves. If most people are fake and phony.. Why would they want yew around? Most girls like to whisper about one another behind their backs. Yew talk shit tew people’s faces. Folks don’t like that!

It’s Ok To Be Judgmental

It’s ok to be a judge of character. Make good judgement calls but don’t condemn nor look down upon others.

-xDaii.z

I’m the BANKER

Anger, bitterness & resentment are debts. Forgiveness alleviates those debts.

-Daii.z

Do You Like Yourself

I’ve always viewed others similarly to how I view myself. I like me, so I didn’t have a problem with others. Others didn’t like themselves, so they had a problem with me.

-xDaii.z

I Never Judge A Book By It’s Cover

I’ve always looked at life for what it is. I never cared for the phoniness of fairytales. I’ve never put any human on a pedestal, because I’ve always known ME. Ppl would often say “You’re so quiet”. And I’d always think to myself “But I’m also a hell raiser.” I was aware early on, that ppl don’t know what they don’t see. I’ve never judged by appearance. The “perfect picture” that most ppl portray for others to see is simply that… A particular frame. A snapshot.

I Don’t Care To Compare

I know who I Am. So I know what a man would win by having me as his wife. I don’t compare what a man does for another woman, that he didn’t do for me… Because I don’t care.

-xDaii.z

Rearing Children

A parent who is too strict will stifle the growth of the child(ren). A parent who is too lenient will create a child who lacks structure.. One must find the middle ground.